I have had a week!
I have been really good at hitting my goals (meals and workouts) all but Tuesday. And I have had great success in the scale – even with a “lady fun” visit. The scale usually jumps up 2 pounds and hangs on until it stops. But this week I have seen a nice downward trend ALL WEEK!
BUT – Two days this week I have gone to bed feeling horrid. Like my belly was not happy. I wake up feeling fine but in the evening – things aint happy. I was starting to wonder last night if my nightly drinks for MONTHS on end had messed up my system. Like “Hey, shouldn’t you be drinking right now?” LOL Either way – I feel line again today so I guess it’s not too much to worry about. If it continues too long. I will go see my Dr. I can say it is not the Diverticulitis. It’s not like that. Just more of a constant feeling like I have to ????
I’ve been thinking about a different/separate blog – One that I can go incognito LOL I want to say things that might not reflect well on my day to day life LMAO but they are thoughts I have and would like to throw out to the world for discussion. But this blog has my name all over it. Just because I want to talk about something does not mean anything I guess. But I would be embarrassed or I could easily embarrass my family LOL I do that enough now talking about pooping on the internet. And really the only comments I get here are all the Porn spammers that I delete like 30 a day. Maybe that is all I would get on another blog…Maybe someday.
On another topic completely; my manager quit. He got a better opportunity and I am happy for him. Sucks for me and my team. He is a great manager – his new team is very lucky. His new team is over 150 people and not just 20 some 🙂 But he will be a director and have managers under him to help with those 150 people. I will be helping our VP with my small team of 3 in the interim. That feels good. I used to be a supervisor one time before and it was hard. It was super hard because I was the supervisor of people that I used to work shoulder to shoulder with and several of them expected special favors because we were “friends”. I made it 8 months before I found a way out. I am not sure if I will sign the posting for my managers role. I don’t know that I am ready for that. Whatever – we will see when it’s posted if I even qualify.
OK those are my thoughts for this Friday. Enjoy your weekend!!!!
More thoughts – I kind of want one of these “sheer” suits. But I will buy it to wear in Hawaii and then get home and have it sit in my drawer forever. I don’t think my boys would want to walk in the backyard with me by the pool with one on LOL