I bought real Bulletproof coffee and Brain Octane to add too it. No cream ???? I need to get some non salted grass fed butter. But for now I’m using the organic salted butter in my coffee with the Brain Fuel. So far so good.
So if you’ve been following me long you know that when my twins were 9 I had what they were calling a mommy makeover. Twins ruined the skin on my tummy. So after I lost 22 pounds I had a tummy tuck. It removed 80% of the scars that are visible with swim suit on.
When they do a tummy tuck sometimes they do what they think is good at the time, let things heal and settle in and then tweak the details later.
I have been living with two things that have needed corrected for 13 years. I’ve tried to just be happy with it, but I’m done. I fixate on the “dog ears” at both ends of my scar, and really they just need cut off and rounded out. I don’t want my fat ass cut off. I just want my curves to be curves and not right angles ????
This is not a great picture as far as lighting goes, but you can see the angles on my hips. That is where the scare ends at both ends. Every time I look in the mirror that’s what I look at. It doesn’t matter how good I’m doing or how good everything else is looking. I look at those blobs. No matter my weight they are there. Sometimes bigger sometimes smaller, but always there. And I’m done- done trying to pretend they don’t bother me, they do, 500% they do!!!!
Now that you can see what I hate, you can see them in each of the picks below. Final picture is today 🙂
EDIT: I Just noticed that all the pictures below have the bigger blob on the right side (looking at the pictures) which is really my left and the top picture with the circles is take in the mirror lol Also my daily pic is a mirror pic – so if you’re looking for the large blob it – it shifts sides based on how the pic was taken