Hello There – How you been? I’ve been OK. A little bit of mental kicking of myself but really, not too bad. Surgery was Monday, it went good. Waiting for the healing process to happen – time to pass. I’m in a walking boot for the next two weeks and then the stitches come out and I’ll be released for activity. I’m starting with Yoga. Going back to yoga is the number one thing I can to to help my body heal. Stretching – mentally focusing on me and my breath will help a ton. Then I will start something more physical. Not sure what – but I will.
So back in January I thought of quitting my Beachbody business. I just don’t know how cut out I am for this arena. I HATE when I see friends and family get all pumped up about some crappy, full of chemical product that a competitor sells with the promise that they will feel amazing and lose weight. News Flash – there is no quick fix. It takes eating real food and moving your body. And you don’t have to move your body 8 hours a day….30 minutes is all that you really need. It is more about the food – really.
I don’t know – I’m still having an argument with myself. My tax guy said if I did not start making a profit after 3 years they consider it a hobby and the business expenses stop. So like my mother told me many times growing up – it’s time to Shit or get off the pot. Get busy or be done. It really is that simple. I don’t think I have impacted any more people than I would have if I had just stayed with my blogging. Maybe a few more due to the customer assignments from Beachbody, but I don’t qualify for them anymore. You have to be Emerald, be a Club member – which I am both – but about 8 months ago they added a stipulation that you have to reach Success Club 5 at least to be assigned a new customer. I have not reached Success Club 5 since last March or April. I feel funny asking for people to buy things. I’m here if they come to me – but I don’t ask and that right there is why I’m not a business woman.
I’m not sure what I’m going to do. Take care of me is the first and most important thing I’m going to do. Maybe just taking a hiatus to take care of me is all I need to do. I’m certainly not doing my team any good. I have not been providing training at all – I send them links when I see good training, but I have not been a provider of training.
We have the Success Club Cruise in 3 weeks – I’m hoping that will help me make my decision one way or the other. I’ll either be so inspired to get my shit together or see I’m out of my league LOL I have been to events right here in Michigan and I have been to Vegas and Nashville – I never see people and think – OH they are just like me….Just not who I am. I love these products – I love the programs. I can not think of a better company to be a part of. But I am so tired of beating my head against the wall and feeling like a failure. I really don’t have that kind of self worth to have it take this kind of a beating and still manage to feel good about myself on a daily basis….sounds like I know what I’m going to do. But seriously – I’m trying to stay open to all input while I’m on the cruise before I decide…but you can see where my head is.