Pretty sure that is what you are all thinking!
Life is crazy. I’m also struggling to find “ME” here. I still have no real support system outside my husband and parents. But when I have big successes at work or big losses – I have no one that understands that I can share that with. To be honest – I didn’t have a lot of that up north either, BUT I had my family and friends that I would tell about it and they were supportive even if they didn’t understand all the words.
So I have been working two jobs, just finished my first class in my Masters program; with an A- I have to add 🙂 Kohl’s part time in the evening. While it gets me out of the house and gives me people to talk to, I have yet to connect with anyone that I could make a long term friendship with. Most of the girls I work with are still in school or recently out of school. The money is OK, the discounts are nice and eat up all the money LOL
But the main reason I wanted to pop on here today and add a post was my plant. Do you remember my plant that I almost killed a number of years ago?
Well look at it now!!!!!!
It seems to be thriving here in Florida! I too am thriving, please don’t get me wrong. I’m lonely. And I really don’t like PEOPLE. They come with baggage and expectations and ugh. I don’t want to make commitments to people about my time. I like to do things on a whim when I FEEL like it. Plans kind of suck lol Unless its a vacation plan.
Tomorrow Hubby and I drive the 2.5 hours over to Orlando for a 5 day 4 night jaunt. He had 3 days of vacation to use up. I had three left for whatever. We had purchased annual passes when we went to Disney in may with the kids so this trip is only hotel and food. Parks are all access. As many times as we want. Regular and water parks both 🙂
I’m not in a good place – bikini wise – for the water parks, but I’m going! I’m wearing my black bikini and holding my head high! Fuck anyone that does not think I should be wearing one!. You have a nice day – Lunch is over, I need to get back to it!!!